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study date with angela that day :D pics are totally unedited again couldnt be bothered. it was my ugly day all pics of me turn out blah. haha i was wearing sleeved shirts agn cos my shoulders were still peeling eeks. random but would anti dandruff shampoo help my sunburn shoulders since anti dandruff is to prevent deadskin from flaking off and tts exactly whats happening to my shoulders! oh no is that a bimbotic thought :O haha!

tried taking jumpshot with multishot self timer. super funny hahaha we just stood infront of the camera until the blinking light when off then just kept jumping for the next 10seconds and hopefully 1shot would turn out nice. we chose to ignore the fact that behind that glass everyone could see this 2 crazy jumping bean haha.

the gust of wind blew the bottle away lol

basketball milo cup tournaments ended today haha, didnt win. shall comfort myself that winners would only have won a tin on milo powder each, i was hoping a years supply of milo or something hahaha. dream on right. but considering the amount of milo i drink daily that would totally motivate me to work for the prize! i miss my milo pearl! ): that will be the only bummer if holidays were extended- one more week without it haha. but still please extend! drowning over the flood of homework now.

coach treated us and huayi girls to dinner after that :D coach has been really nice and giving me alot of chances i feel i've let him down. i actually really enjoy training with the seniors and huayi girls (: feel so full of hope again. sometimes i wished they were really my teammates. something feels so ncie about everyone really pia-ing together. somedays i just get the feeling people think 'wth this girl lousy like shit still can be captain' and then i'll feel like i'm a really useless, lousy captain. coach always say a captain doesnt necessarily have to be the best player. i know i'm far from the best and the only reason i think they choose me is because of my passion or whatever. but sometimes i feel so what if i have passion. they say a team is as strong as its weakest member. i feel like that weak link and what kind of captain pulls her team down? i can only try to make it up in other ways, to encourage and believe in you when you feel like giving up, during tourns help you refill your bottle if its empty and massage your leg if your leg hurts because your the star player and thats the only way i can contribute to the team cos if i cant play well at least i can help you play better and what else, pass down message? you could just hire a maid and she can do that too or probably would be an even better captain than me.